Howdy ho!
Finally I have been able to deal with all the issues and new course has been set. It took only six months, my dearest one, lots of money and reputation. So, I survived with little damage ;-). Light in the end of the tunnel started shine while the divorce process finally ended in my head also. Pretty miraculous this life!
You might have seen that my series of alternative psychology didn't carry on too long. I was pretty close to publish the third part, but then changed my mind. I got some wise feedback and started to think, should I really make everything in my mind public always? I came to a conclusion that sometimes it's better to keep the thoughts inside yourself and write only to yourself.
Next in process: still one month of easy and long trainings here in Vihanti. Then I will travel to the south coast of Spain - Barbate. I am going to spend some 5-6 weeks there in great conditions, like back in 2008:
Then the competition season starts. We'll see what is my program in the early spring, but probably I'll have to show some balls to get into Terä's classy team in Tiomila...